4+7 ≠ 3

Never allow a bad relationship to create self doubt within you.

Shunji matsuo

Ye~ my big face on my blog. My current hair style ! though a little different from what I've expected but I'm very pleased with it.

p.s. Right now I'm not ready to share anything special with anyone yet, I'm sorry but I need time

p.p.s. stupid QT next time don't do such things again ah !
my silly buddy :)

假像

An illusion we have created

Regardless of the comments/thoughts one might say, I've done what was right to me. Not to prove anything to others but to protect what's more important.

I've once lost something that meant a lot to me and went through all the hurt to become who I'm now, though not perfect but from this imperfections i realised that life isn't all about having things going your way, but to learn from obstacles which hinders you along this journey.

My actions of removing jul from my entire facebook network was done solely for the purpose of shielding myself from seeing/knowing what she's doing. It wasn't meant for her to know, but unfortunately this news spread to her like wildfire and got one of my closest friend involved.
Never would i have expected her to react in such manner (Due to my lack of explanation, as i wanted to take some time alone) but thank god, the problem is solved now.

Jul was once an important person in my life (she still is for now at least.) but I've decided to cut connection like what she did. I'm not angry with her nor am i doing all this to gain anyone's attention. Let this be the last time you would ever see her name appearing on my blog.

ahhhh.. back to my normal self :)

Don't worry people, I'm totally fine ^^

Anime Festival Asia '09 !

AFA '09 was a blast !!
2 full day of photo taking was insanely intense, as there were more photographer than cosplayers.
and after 2 days of standing and squatting with my heavy camera, I managed to snap over 1000+ photos. what an achievement XD

Anyway this year's cosplay definitely show significant improvements in terms of costume and character selection, both epic wins and epic failures ! haha. but shall keep those epic failures as personal collection.

Let my photos speak on my behalf, i guess they would do a better job ^^

Both are female ! not sure which characters they were cosplaying though.

Usavich ! 2 ultra cute girls ! they were quite surprise that i know who they were cosplaying as :)

Contestant of regional cosplay championship from Indonesian

May Nakabayashi and Kaname☆

A very lost Cosplay girl XD

U.S.A.V.I.C.H. !

cosplaying as Putin (left) and Kirenenko (right) Komanech (center - the transvestite chicken)

Candid shot but kawaii !

More of Usavich !

Cho Kawaii desu !

A picture with Usavich !

If i'm not wrong she's cosplaying one of the character in K-on ?

Not forgetting a picture with her :)

Kurosaki Ichigo from bleach

Not sure which character, but still picture time ^^

Damn cool right, pardon me for my lack of knowledge in Anime >_<

Autographed Tee-shirt of Kaname☆

Cute Chinese character from ??? XD

Claymore ! showed no mercy to me

Close up of the one and only tee shirt signed by Kaname☆

Sanada Yukimura from Sengoku basara and Kaname☆ as Cloud from FFVII

Lavi from D.Gray Man

3 of a kind.

Emo Misa Misa from Death Note

Lord Pain from Naruto !

K-on !

Unknown but definitely one of the best cosplayer seen during AFA '09

Vocaloid !

Sanada Yukimura from Sengoku basara

k-on full cast

DGM lenalee ?

Vocaloid but different cosplayers

Vocaloid

???

Hollow Ichigo - Success !

Tenka (got to know her from AFA '09) and I

Vocaloid full cast

Unknown but success !

??? i guess i took this because of her posture XD

From Samurai X

Mr. Bushido from Gundam 00

More of the picture in my facebook photo album ! check it out :D

Who am I ?

What are we trying to be ?

who we really are ?

and who we hope to become ?

how have i changed ?

i find it difficult to talk to people nowadays, think it's selective. But I'm fine with the current situation as we all know it's just a stage of life. :)

HK HK HK HK I'm coming for you soon !!

the "Joy" stick !

Pardon the messy desk and welcome my new toys !

Yes look closer it's street fighter 4 ! and of course a joystick ! literally JOY ! :D HAHAHAHA !
got both online for 65 bucks.! and i can play it online with players worldwide !

anyway a little update on my life. I'm doing pretty well with my studies and of course gym-ing regularly too. but the only problem is i still sleep really late. like 3-4 am ?

back to my new toy, i need a upgrade of my desktop !! i can't play it in high quality and the game lags badly due to the graphic even at low settings. arghhhh !! But i can forget about upgrade for the moment cause i need to save up for hk trip before getting a new desktop, and there's no way dad is gonna get a new desktop for no apparent reason.

p.s. i won a Rubik's cube from mac !! LOVE IT !

Terrence Has a Camera

Don't ask me to explain my title please, it's just pure randomness. haha..
Almost done with all my reports just a wee bit more and it's off my list of irritation.
I really like this photo i took (above) it's currently my wallpaper.
took this shot at a shop in Arab street the full view of the shop look like this (below)

Very Malaysia feel - Arab street

Didn't really do anything on Halloween but did see some very interesting people with their costumes. Wanted to snap photos of people in their costume but the heavy downpour forced me to abandon the idea and head home.

I love the weather this few days, if you not know I'm actually a rain person. The weather is cooling and sound of the raindrops.
No, doesn't include the occasional thunder and honking of cars.

I had a few dreams of her for the past few days. do i still misses her ?
I hope not, haha. it's been quite awhile now and I'm getting used to days without her.
And it's only getting better :)

Off to the wee bit more of report. I'm procrastinating !!

we rock, we eat, we play dota !

Don't ask me why my title for the post is this, it's just plain randomness.

Jamming Session at Sam's hideout

deviation in progress...

Modern humans are we really modern ? i say we are still the same as our primitive ancestors.
why despite the current advance in technology we still fail at giving a consistency on our emotional aspect such as kinship, friendship and relationship?

it's simple, let me give you some cases to see why.

Case 1:
Monday - I love my family and they mean a lot to me, a simple dining experience outside feels extraordinary and warm.
Tuesday - Bad start , Bad ending of my day. Thanks to my mother etc... spare a thought please !

Conclusion:
One moment you love your family and next you blame them and get pissed off by them because they can't understand your demands.
ok, maybe we can cut some slack here. Sometimes they really do give you problems which spoils your day but must you go about saying how bad they are and etc etc...
What makes me confuse is that you can show the world how much you love your family and next you just put them on top of your annoying list.
where's the love yo ?!

Case 2:
2007 - Hey buddy, you are my best friend and i never want to lose you. Thanks for being there for me through those harsh periods and years.
2009 - Hey buddy, i really do hope to see you soon. But I'm busy with my life right now (as I'm busy waiting for my enlistment, chilling at home with my girl)

Conclusion:
What a strong friendship you got there, you were there for them but where are they when you needed them ?

Case 3:
Monday- i really enjoyed everything over the past few weeks. SWEET !
Tuesday- F*ck ! why do i have to go through all this shit of missing somebody ! I hate love !

Conclusion:
simple, no expectation no disappointment. Just look forward to the next date instead of whining over not seeing someone for a day/week ?

Not trying to be a wet blanket here or a sour grape, it's just make me wonder. Why can't our love for someone/something be consistent ?
Shows how"advance" we are in this 21st century. But are we ?

let's make bombs !