buffet

what a beautiful day : )

but i'm having a bad sore throat now, blog next time :)

Sink

01001100, 01001111, 01010011, 01010100

i hate this !

:(

no one understands

enegry

Enegry?

I get them from resting,

motivation ?

i get them from finishing work :)

and weekends ?

family comes 1st

end of duty.

nights to myself.

9(2)9(1)3(1)6(3)3(1)9(2)6(1)

Saving Life

I had a dream, a strange one.

Dreamt that i was in a training facility which was something similar to an army camp, was receiving training at the remote area with the rest of the trainees.

During that period of time, there was an outbreak of virus transmitted by mosquitoes. Those who was bitten or had any signs of being bitten would be separated away from the group and later put through a series of checks and if diagnose positive patient will then be quarantined, similar practices to contain the virus during the SARS outbreak then.

And "lucky me", so happened to be one of the mosquito victim.

was separated and brought to a medical facility for further testing and diagnose, to ensure that i wasn't carrying any of the virus. Though i didn't think that I was infected and that i have no signs of abnormality nor syndromes other then redness from an insect bite on my right wist. Still the organization was cautious and handled the situation with extreme precaution.
prevention is better then cure !

-jumped scene-

I was sitting in a clinic like place which look similar to the one I often visit whenever I was sick or unwell.

for no reason i saw Ying Tang in my dream at the same clinic, i was certainly sure he wasn't one of the patient waiting for consultation, but seems to be waiting for someone. we chatted a little and soon it was my turn.

The doctor was very polite and patient during the consultation, and the consultation lasted unusually long. The first time ever i have spoken to the doctor for that long and it lasted more then 15 minutes.

Thankfully i was diagnosed clean, and the redness was caused by some other insect's bite.

After being told that i wasn't infected, the doctor added before i got up from my seat"i have got to go, meeting one of my friend. CPT(DR) Wu Ying Tang." -CPT referring to captain rank in army-
in my mind was like "HUH ? Ying Tang my colleague, became a doctor ?!"
"have never heard from him about wanting to become a doctor."

-jumped scene-
chatting with Ying tang

"hey, never knew that you wanted to become a doctor, since when ?"

"Oh ! I was inspired by what i did when i was a medic, it's really good to save life and add comfort to others life"

"Ahhh, do i get a discount if i visit you ?!" haha !

and the alarm went off, there goes my dream
and it's 7.20 NOW !

I'm gonna be late ! -.-
duty in camp today ~

human brain

Was quiet fascinated by what human brain can do after reading much of "HOW TO USE YOUR HEAD" by Tony Buzan.

All that potential and lateral thinking abilities and that bio super computer that is within your very skull.

though i have yet finish reading the book (at chapter 6 right now) it has already enlighten me on certain areas

and true to the book, a healthy body means a healthy mind.

found this article on the web which provided much information on coping up with your own mood swings, just a piece of information which i think is useful :)
hope you guys benefit from my findings.

How to Deal with your Own Mood Swings

Everybody goes through their own mood swings. It is a part of life. But how should you deal with it when you are trying to be supportive of your significant other. The first thing to do is not to cover them up, or suppress them in any way. Your own emotional events are just as valid as those of your significant other’s and you should make sure that you deal with the cause of your mood swings.

If, however, you wish to do that without having any negative effect on your significant other, you may want to go to a friend whom you trust. Have someone who you can talk to about your issues, who can help you, so you don’t have to bring it up with your significant other if you don’t want to. However, you should feel comfortable bringing up your issues with him or her as well. You should not have to sugar-coat things either, but you might want to time your discussions so you are not causing them additional distress. You should also try and discover the cause of your mood swings and, if you find that they are caused by your significant other, bring it up to them.

If the cause is something else, then that too should be addressed. Allow yourself to talk it out with your significant other, allow them to be there to support you. If you find that anger is a result of your mood swings, allow yourself to be angry. It may sound hackneyed but try not to direct it at your significant other if they are not the cause. But let them know what you are going through and do not cover your feelings up. It is important that you are in an equal relationship, and this is one step towards maintaining that.


ubawxyeurt

decoding

i never though i could solve the code just now, but i some how managed to find the missing link between the letters : )

what an accomplishment ! :)

heh !

reality check

i was enlisted in to NS during 27 july 2007

it has been 15 months now.

thinking back then, i was still a recruit not knowing much of what i might be going through for the next 2 year, the uncertainty and fear of army.

Now that I'm working in Medical Corp, though battling heavy work load daily.

I sometimes wonder.

What have i accomplished ? Why am i doing all those for ?

All for the sake of my country. But do we really need to do this to ensure national security, remains an unknown question to most. I'm certainly sure I'm the only one going through the motions.

conclusion to NS, it's a "responsibility all Singaporean guys have to go through, a process which turns Boys into Mans : ) 

p.s. though i still think that 2 years can be spend properly on further studies. :P haha !

Ipod wanted -Dead or Alive-

I lost my DEARest IPOD :(

20th Century boy was really 2 stars XD although it was pretty interesting but i recommend those who are going to watch, please read the manga/comic first.

Off to shower~

work x 3

I'm feeling LETHARGIC because of WORK !

I want to take a break from work !

I need her :(

2 days of celebration ! :D

Turned 20th birthday just 3 days ago !
The day i feared, anticipate and look forward to has finally ended with an overall sweet and wonder birthday experience :)

11th Oct

11:25am
Reached khatib station,
waited for my friends

-11:30am was the time we set-

11:35am
Juliana reached (earliest),
while others are still on their way
caused they gathered at Yishun instead !XD

11:40am
Elizabeth along with Wee soo and Melissa arrived :)
11:45am
still waiting for the train.
wondered why did the train took so long to reach
And casually said "Must be some idiot, that jumped onto the track again -.-"
and after some time,
the station staff broadcast that there will be no train service due to an accident which took place at Yishun station.
Just so coincidental !

11:50am
left the station and then proceeded to wait for cab.
walked all the way to the road junction in hope of getting a cab sooner.
because the opposite taxi stand was flooded with commuters like us.


12:40pm,
and there's still no cab.
after Mel and Co. got into a cab
[since there were 5 of us,
we split into 2 groups and waited at 2 different spots] - quoted
getting a little impatient and pissed

1:20pm,
still no cab.
and walked back to the mrt station to take the train !
wasted 2 odd hours standing there waiting for cabs -.-

what a good birthday experience ! kinda like sun after rain, everything went well after what happened earlier.
Though when i reached, Melissa had already left. But did manage to see her at the train station.
kinda defeat the purpose of meeting up, as time spend was minimum

But i truly enjoyed the day, the movie was great and the food was tasty ! so were the very fun, loving company i had that day !

after the movie "Big Stan" we were back to just the two of us.
walked around town as it has been awhile since i last shopped.
and got those ! :)

Colorful Polka Dots Jacket

Green Flip Flop !

My new wallet, definitely the best birthday present i received this year :) given by my girl.

Some photos we taken that very day :)

Wee soo "lao po" and Smelly !

Smelly's (Elizabeth) Smelly face

Some normal shot (better)

And a Group Shot ! almost left pui tung out ! he was there before we even reach due to the faulty train system which delayed us.

(T + J or J + T) XD

have got work to do now. update more later :)

11 oct 1988

20 years back, this very day. A baby boy named Tze hui was born :) [Yes that's my chinese name]

What a chirpy morning to wake up to :D

a number of text messages from friends, wishing me happy birthday.

How thoughtful, cause some of which who remember are my secondary school friends !

I hope i enjoy my day today, Joy and Fear of 20 uncovering today !

home-made cookies !

Just ate the best cookie i have ever tasted : )

What i meant of best is not base on the taste/texture of the cookie, but the sweetness from within; the effort/thought of the baker. Nevertheless the cookie won't be defeated by just any cookies, it really tasted great ! texture was just alright but it's the effort that counts !

On top of that, the cookies comes with really cool ?M&M on top of them. which forms I ♥ U :)

How else can be sweeter ! (goodness I'm going to get diabetes )

I'm so going to get milk to dip my cookies with ! YUM YUM ! 

[no photos of the cookies because i have eaten them all away in an instant XD] just kidding ! :P

Happy Advance birthday to me :) i got 2 present in advance too ! ( 1 contains the cookies, make your guess )

Alright 2nd piece of cookie, that's all for me today :D I'm saving them for my BIG DAY :D

( I ) 

You should know : )

Version: 1.4 - Thank you

Ahh.. I'm regaining the motivation for work now :)

Have been feeling a little aimlessness recently in work(NS) . Only realised, I wasn't the only person feeling this way after receiving/giving some calls from my Tekong buddies. Conclusion, boredom from being in NS for 15months now.

Our survival itself is a miracle already! [OK maybe i was exaggerating things a little :P but the feeling of being forced into something you not wished for feel horrible! ]

Counting out the fact that NS do turn boys into men :P

Goodness my Birthday is coming ! and I'm caught in this mixed feeling ! happy/fear of 20 ! what a evil number :X

Thanks for giving me support when i needed !

Episode 3s

No particular reasons for my title !

But

It's been a GREAT day ! :) I truly enjoyed the day as well as the movie "House Bunny" it really was hilarious ! a quote i remember from the movie "Remember your eyes are like the nipples on your face"

Hope you like the wallet, even though i already know you love it XD hehe..

The very cool mirrors of Bens and Jerry

A snap shot of us on our way home :)

I added the 3 ! ♥

Happy three ♥~

3 in the air

It's been 3 month since that special day :)

I will not fall, standing strong is what I can do.

Photo

I ♥ STAGE ! :D

I'm off to sleep ~

My One liner

It's almost 1AM in the morning now, but I'm not feeling sleepy despite my tiredness , part of the reason which contribute to why I'm here is that i took a nap from 6 till 10?  due to soreness in both eyes.

Shall knock myself out if i fail to fall asleep before 2.

Have been supervising in Clementi medical center today, quite some culture different between HQ and normal medical center in terms of work or should i say working attitude ?

Will be stationed there for the next few days to monitor their performance.

Despite the fact that, they are all very nice and friendly yet i still can't help but feel out of place, guess I'm very satisfied with my own workplace after all minus the complains here and there :X

hahaa !

alright shall now knock myself out, if not i wouldn't have effort energy for work tomorrow.

P.s. - counting days