hey !I'm blogging again.. after reading something, suddenly felt that I dun really know what to say or how am I going to react. cause the things and the action i do usually end up hurting others ? .. but things ain't going very smoothly for mi neither ..

firstly .. my education ... i'm still very uncertain about it but what can i do ? i guess i have to wait for the next intake ..

secondly my friendship problem .. Lester and kah fai had been my best friends for the past 3 years le .. just because i said something stupid and the misunderstanding begin to snowball ... this hurts and this sucks badly .. now i facing with yet another problem which i wish not to have.. qiu tin felt that i wasn't a buddy .. maybe she's right ? i don't know .. but i do care a lot about this and really this is just going so "great" .. =/

maybe what i'm typing here is just plain craps .. but this at least is what i felt.. seriously.. i feel that every thing around me is just going from bad to worst.
and now i have no idea who to turn to , nor i have any to turn to ..

how i wish i wasn't here ! THIS SUCKS !

tomorrow start school le !! aww... don't know what am i feeling, happy or sad ?.. hahah anyway it's doesn't matter .. school starts with or without me neither way it's remains unchanged >< ... ermx.. let's talk about something happier .. celebrated my father's birthday today !! haha went to tao payoh ... had our dinner at suki sakura " buffer" .. at 1st the food looks really good .. but after a few rounds of eating =x haha .. the food there started to taste so plain ..
yummy !!


can you believe it ? a piece of paper that holds the soup !!!


bored .. hahah dun really know what more to blog about .. projects here i come !!

omg PROJECTS !! stress !! deadline is june 6th omg so have to rush !! spend half of the day le .. almost finishing my report for wireless .. awww... projects really sucks !! rather have test =x haha .. but nth much i can change anything ... i need to buck up and do my project T.T ... not 1 but 3 even more headache !!

dumb !! kkk stop complaining... X-MEN 3 !! wow... cool .. !! watched it this afternoon was a really cool show ~! the fighting part is nice ... but the ending sucks a little .. no more movies left to watch for this month... have watched "MI3" , 2 times "Poseidon", "The Da Vinci Code" and lastly "X-Men 3 the Last Stand" all were very nice movie =) awaiting next month movies "silent hill" and "Pirates of the Caribbean 2" on July, not that i'm a movie freak(partly true) but is that i have too much free time le ... haha ..

weird !!! though i'm more free as compared to last time ... i prefer the past .. aww ... so free .. !! so bored !! no life .. i should carry on with my projects now ... cya tata !!

- may old friends meet again !

weee huuu =) !!!

watched "The Da Vinci Code" ytd ... woot !! 2.30 hrs of butt pain =x hahaha ... but show wasn't bad at all ... very interesting ... and thanks to that person who was sitting behind me told me to sit lower =x lol .. so throughout the whole show i was trying to sit lower =.=" so uncomfortable ... hahah ..

after the show went to china town =) and have " pig organs soup " not as delicious as what cecilia told mi !! hahaha !! cecilia heard that ?? haha ... kidding... the stall tenders there were really funny !! act as if they know you =x best of friends ?.. when we first arrived.. they shouted ... "chicken rice ... ~~ chicken only left half..." But as we sat down, wanting to order the chicken rice .. they said " Erm you all order drinks first " lol .. so weird.. then the drink came and we asked again .. but the chicken rice stall was already closed !! lol ... weird people right ? telling us that the chicken only left half so buy faster ... then when we sat down.. tell us to buy drinks 1st after that they close le ... ironic !! hahaha so no choice thats why i ate " pig organs soup " =)

thats about all ... lazy to blog more ...

TATA~

friends are forever ~ =)

yoyoyo !!! i'm online in the mid of the night =x !! just finish watching "Underworld 2 Evolution" which i have downloaded from bittorrent =x hahah !! nice show .. how ever.. it's very violent and bloody !!! no wonder M18 ...

life is hard ... no matter what might happen in need future, whether it is down or up we still have to go on ... =) and why not look on the bright side ..rather then being sad ... right !! haha

jia you !! haha ..

still having my holiday !! we.e.e.e..e can sleep till chao late de.. omg but projects !! halfway done .. bored ... i need help le . i dunno how to do .. !!!

suddenly dunno what to blog le . shall end here ~~

tata

life Rocks !!

hey hey !! back to posting ... hahaha .. today really not a bad day after all =x

went to PS wooot ... and watched the same moive .. in the same hall and almost the same sits =x lol .. just beside the seats i was sitting on ytd ... anyway the movie is call "poseidon" woot ... water god ... very thrilling movie ... but the ending not that good la. like anyohow end de ... seriously if you wanna watch the moive be prepare to say " wah so fast finish de ! " lol ...

seriously i got alot of things to blog de ... but now my brain not working le .. blog tml ba =x hahahha !!


gone with the wind ~~~

16 May ... wat a great day to start my projects ... ( stressed ) hahah .. woke up in the morning and found out that my hp is spoiled !! omg .. no life ~~~ luckily was able to find a spare one if not really no life le .. hahaha ..

Anyway .. this period of my life sucks big time .. everything is just so wrong for mi ... i dunno wat to comment on or how to comment on it .. but definitely one thing that have being tormenting mi for sometime had exploded coz i triggered it, sending mi a shockwave that i expected myself to have handle it very well ... but the situation turn out to be so devastating that i , myself was blown away without noticing that it really hurt that muc ..untill i have realise wat i have done was beyond repair and when i started to regret it was too late for mi to do any amendment ( i guess )

Wat i have done was a childish move to protect myself not knowing wat is going to happen .. but in the end the one who really got hurt was mi and no others .. i'm glad that the person i have indirectly done this to live happily =)as wat i saw from the blog =) hahah anyway let's stop with all this ...

i shall once again continue to live my life even though it might be hard, but i have no one to blame for but myself!! .. haha shall not write le .. nth more to add ...
lastly i wanna let that person know i'm really sorry

dui bu qi !

TATA

i have myself to blame for

woke up this morning feeling so bad ... haiz .. just can't tell why .. but that feeling really sucks .. haiz ... and i did something really stupid ... baka !
no one understand and no need to understand ba .. from now on i shall keep the door
close ... i really dunno wat i can do nor there's anything i can do to change this .. hahah .. it's not important anyway ...
i'm sure all this will come to an end

anyway !!! today is my 1st day of my 2 week holiday , i'm gonna start doing my project b4 it's too late ba ... hahah ..though very reluctant but there's nth muc to do at home oso... oh.. ya !! today gonna go out with pt to catch " MI3 " hahah hope it will be a good one ... then at least got something more fun to do ...

hope everything will be fine and normal again ... just hope ba .. hahaha ...

tata ~

i will try my best !

today is mother's day !!! we.e.e..e happy mother's day =)
bought my mama flowers =) cost a bomb T.T !!! hahah but all is worth !!

Went to ah ma house today ... all went well, din expect it to turn out this well.. haha .. food ok ok la .. luckily still got my cousins around .. but today that stupid er jie nv go !! ( stuck in batan ) hahaha .. after seeing pei xian's w900i i so even more wanna buy that phone !! ARR !!!! hahaha ... hao la .. nth to blog liao ...

-TATA !!!

once upon a time ...

Life still goes on for me even though many unwanted things happened ... but there is little i can do nor can i do any . haiz ...

anyway .. tml have to go to my ah ma house celebrate mother's day !!
i so so so dun wanna go .. like nth to do there .. heng at least got my cousins there :) if not i rather rot at home and do nth =x hahah .. so bored !!

AHHhhhhhhhhhhHHHhHHH !!! 2 weeks holiday start le ... i have no where to go nor i wanna go anywhere ~~ sian sian sian .. .hahaha ... i think i just stay at home to my projects ba .. .if not i gonna die le =x

Anway this is my first post ~~ nth to read le .. Tata ~~