hey !I'm blogging again.. after reading something, suddenly felt that I dun really know what to say or how am I going to react. cause the things and the action i do usually end up hurting others ? .. but things ain't going very smoothly for mi neither ..

firstly .. my education ... i'm still very uncertain about it but what can i do ? i guess i have to wait for the next intake ..

secondly my friendship problem .. Lester and kah fai had been my best friends for the past 3 years le .. just because i said something stupid and the misunderstanding begin to snowball ... this hurts and this sucks badly .. now i facing with yet another problem which i wish not to have.. qiu tin felt that i wasn't a buddy .. maybe she's right ? i don't know .. but i do care a lot about this and really this is just going so "great" .. =/

maybe what i'm typing here is just plain craps .. but this at least is what i felt.. seriously.. i feel that every thing around me is just going from bad to worst.
and now i have no idea who to turn to , nor i have any to turn to ..

how i wish i wasn't here ! THIS SUCKS !