cruel

what lies between the lines are true meanings.
sorry but you know the reason why.

i can't afford to collapse now.
if not all that i have done would be for nothing.

Chasing dreams

Knowing what you want is the first step towards getting it.
Surely we all know this quote all too well now, but sometime our mind are clouded and our judgment becomes uncertain.
Just a random thought : )

busy busy busy, got to get myself busy !
time is money and I'm not going to waste it.
Might be working at the coming F1 event, but everything is not confirm yet. Hope it will be a fruitful one :) I'm excited about getting to feel the torque from the F1 cars and the deafening roar of it's engine !

I need to focus now.

Companion

My Companion during work ! Birkenstock !

I bet you must be thinking why I'm not wearing shoe at work right ? haha. our uniform require us to wear sandals or flip flop to give that relaxing environment for diners.
So having a very comfy sandals helps me to last throughout my 5-6 hours of standing.
And i only got it at $99 dollars compared to most other outlet which sell them at $169 !! MUAHAHAHA ! what a loot (despite costing almost 100 dollars)

And today i want to share with you guys my IDOL !! LENA FUJII !!! you can see her on Vivi Magazine :)
Just to let you guys know I've been a secret admirer since 3 years back when my sister bought a Vivi Mag home. heh.

My Goddess ! Deejay Lena in the House !

Simply delightful : )

Cute yet Sexy

OMG Envy is a sin but damn that groundsheet !

女神 indeed !

Kawaii !!

My Sis told me that the Nike shoe have been DIY-ed gosh ! NICE !

Alright enough already, any more i will need blood transfusion X D haha.

X is for Xiao Bai !

Introducing you guys to our new family member ! Xiao Bai !!

Since 1 month ago though.
here some photos i have taken for the past 1 month.

Tiny but Mighty ! He's Xiao Bai

In His Private Glass Mansion

Caught him sleeping on his "Track mill"

Oppss. I Think I woke him up *sneak away quietly*

Looking at the Sky (or ceiling to be exact) So CUTE !!

Xiao Bai With his Sleeping Log (AKA Toilet roll)

See his tiny little Paws ! SO extremely CUTEEE !!!!

Disturbing him during his lunch ( I actually feel like a paparazzi :X )

Letting him run free on me literally

One of His many "Field Camp" trips on my bed

Exploring the colorful blanket !

Opps I think i woke him up again ... AWWWW... Isn't He the cutest little thing !

The Proposal was really touching despite being hilarious : ) really enjoy romance comedy every single time : )
Gosh I'm exposing myself. haha. just kidding !
off to my dreamland now ~

p.s. I'm An official Giraffe staff now :)

Fisherman's Friend

Day 2 at school. pretty much the same as another other school days, learning new things and fighting to stay awake.
met a new friend today also happen to be a fellow Libra, but an extreme case of Libra matching all Libra qualities.

Recap on connections, there are 3 different ways to connect simplex, half duplex and the full duplex.
on a simplex layout, one cable can only transfer in a single direction.
On a half duplex layout, one cable allows exchange of file in both directions but only one direction at a time.
While on a full duplex layout, one cable allows simultaneously transferring.
If only i could fix on the duplex layout, things might have been more smooth.

But anyway, i have decided to go oversea to study next year :) but a better degree and different culture to experience.
it will be difficult to leave my love ones behind, but it's time for me to be independent.

pardon the title it's random
why can't changes be for the better instead of bad ?

Dreams

Had a really long dream last night. Even had a continuation after i woke up in the middle of the night.

I dreamt that i was in a war fighting with Japanese soldiers ? Can't remember very clearly but i was with my cousin ah sheng, and he was backing me up with ammunition. Its really sad to see people dieing around you in an instant, how fragile life when you are standing on a battlefield.

The second part of my dream, i was with jul. We were having difficulties in our relationship due to her mom disapproval, we were very much in love but her mother already had plan her life ahead of her. And apparently her mom thought that i was an obstruction to jul's perfect life.
we fought really hard and long to seek her approval, but with no avail. Her mother pulled her away.
our finger tips were just inches away when she pulled jul. We cried and that feeling was too intensely overwhelming and that was the last scene before i woke up.

some funny part to the dream was that jul's brother Barry actually pass a can of coke to my cousin ah sheng. haha. and they seems quite amused by the can and was having a discussion ?-.- hahaha ! LAME !

3rd

I'm back again ! Went shopping around Bugis with my elder sister. Surprised ? hahaha !! I'm too ! it's like the last person on my list to go out with :X cruel but true. Actually she isn't such a bad person ? or maybe not ! haha.

Anyway i bought a magazine, though it's all written in japanese but i bought it for fashion ideas and of course the free gift :X hahahaha !

Free gift : Top left corner

Time for me to update my wardrobe ! haha...
Had a chat with Pui tung over at my place just like 2 years back except the fact that he's being closely monited.
Took a test drive of PT's Hyundai Matrix, not bad at all but not much torques as compared to my daddy's Toyota Pinic cause it's 2 liter powered engine. overall I quite enjoy driving a smaller car once in awhile, and still having headache over which car to chose due to the budget given -.-
Had quite a full meal at Manhattan Fish market northpoint outlet. and borrowed a book from the library :)

For dummies -.-

one last thing before i end.
I will be working at giraffe tomorrow, hope i will adapt cause this will be my first official job other then helping out my dad.

Rest day

Will be going out with my sister ! unbelievable ? BELIEVE IT ! haha.

anyway just happen to hear this song from 9.87 FM
Originally sang by Mariah Carey. But i prefer the version sang by David Cook, more expressive and fits the lyrics perfectly.
I feel strongly only for certain part of the lyrics, while the rest are hmmm unrealistic.

Here's the song, do read the lyrics while listening


We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be apart of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby

clueless 4th

it's always good to know that your effort gets acknowledge by others.
Nothing pays off more than being confirmed and recognized. :)

off to more guitar !
more than words ~