ehh u ass! as u have wished, u managed to get my attention. I was actually wondering whether should i blog this in your blog, or in mine. But i decided to blog this draft in your blog, for i think it would be more meaningful. (and less embarrassing for me. hee =x)
During this few months of our friendship, we had our fair share of good and bad times.
Together with Vincent, & Weesoo. the 4 of us bonded really well during those times. You and Vincent celebrated the pre-polylife at the airport for me and weesoo, we had simple BBQs to celebrate sch-reopening. Movies treats, dinner dates. Too much to mention.
Aside that, we chat the nights away, crapping around with weesoo, shared the dreams and aspirations, our friendship seems to be growing day by day.
But along the way, things start to change. We no longer seems that accomdating to each other, we quarrelled more often, we got stressed up of this friendship.
We talked things out time after time, but somehow the same old problem might arises after sometime.
As you had said, i changed. I wont deny that fact that i had changed. Nowadays, I became less concerned about the happenings of you and weesoo, started avoiding meetings with u guys for fear of being left-out, and just having short phone conversations.
I cancelled one meeting after another despite promising you. All i can is to say a BIG SORRY to you. I used to think in the past that you are a tough friend to handle because of your unexpected mood change, which at times leave me not knowing what to do, and feeling pissed.
BUT now, it seems that i'm a more difficult friend to handle. =/
Despite all the above, u consistently played your part as my bestie without complains. Telling me it's okay, and there is always next time for me to meet u and weesoo. And making the effort to buy rami burger, and delivering it to my house when im in the midst of my damn projects. And always trying to call and catchup with me.
And... And... And... And... the list will go on and on and on... i bet it isnt easy for you. It must have been pretty tiring to keep this friendship.
I'm sorry for neglecting both you and weesoo. But i jus wan you to know, no matter how much i changed, both of u will always be my dearest double B. My bestie will always be my bestie!
I'm thankful for all your efforts to keep the friendship going.
I still LOVE you both as much as b4..
With lots of love, & apology,
Melissa~ =D
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