sudden strike of emptyness
which have been lurking deep in..
straight into me , which wasn't ready to take it
werid ? i guess everyone have their ups and downs
look like mine is down ?
who cares ?
and why care ?
well.. i don't really know what is affecting me..
but definitely i felt lonely and left out
people walking in and out daily..
no one to look forward to when i get home ?
when i'm online ?
just don't want to drag anyone along with me..
nor is anyone willing to be dragged down ?
this is rather ironic...
yea, so many things to ask why, so many things to wonder ..
BUT
there is simply no one to answer all those questions
or those who came to help but are not needed ?
i wonder why...
hopefully all this shall end sooner or later..
neither by myself or with the help of some one ?
i just pray this end fast..
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