having some random thoughts going on in my head..
any willing ears to hear this naggy uncle ?
life is too routine for me ! and i hate it !
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Weekends that are looked foward to :D
DAILY/MONTHY FOOD FOR MY BRAIN
It's weekend ! but ending is another few hours time..
It's been a fun, tired and happy weekend !
Fri:
Went Chinatown with Angela, Eileen (Angela's Sis) , Kristen and Vincent for Steamboat.
our wonderful kristen drove us to Chinatown but left because of the chaotic traffic and no parking lot.
So he told us to enjoy ourself and left :( felt guilty*
i must say the steamboat is really quite delicious ! super spicy soup base !
because it made me tear when i took the first mouth, but soon adapted to it.
after our super spicy steamboat, headed down to cineleisure for a movie.
that ass Vincent as usual left because of *special reasons, watched "The Mist"
wow ! i must say the movie is great ! good CGI and good storyline, but the ending twist was kinda sad. moral of the story ? do the right thing at the right moment.
ended up taking cab back because of late hours, the cab fare sure cost a bomb nowadays !
Sat:
Shopping Day ! headed down to bugis to meet Wee soo and Xiang liang.
Didn't really got anything from there because of the crowd that were there, and the Converse Street Basketball sure stop alot of onlookers.
Since bugis wasn't the ideal place, we took cab down to fareast plaza.
Most of the shopping was done by our shopping 'Queen' Xiang ling, hahas. As for us couldn't really find anything there. but sure saw lots of friends over at town !
Then came Guo Ce (tekong friend), called him down to shop together. soon after my lao po (wee soo) complain that she's feeling dizzy so hailed a taxi and send her home. Glad that she's feeling fine now after taking doctors medicine.
As for Xiang Ling, went to find Yuan Sheng at Gucci Taka. Didn't wanted to disturb the couple, so Guo Ce and i went to Cineleisure to have our dinner. Had "Chicago Famous Flaming Steak" at Chicago steak house, the flame almost burn my eyebrows off :X LOL.. as for the flame it was just for show.
finally ! some clothes i bought ! yes yes NUM (New Urban Male) again, just love their imported tees *blame me. got 3 tees from there and a Red Polo tee from Levis !
after hours of shopping my legs are finally GG !(good game)
REST !
It's been a fun, tired and happy weekend !
Fri:
Went Chinatown with Angela, Eileen (Angela's Sis) , Kristen and Vincent for Steamboat.
our wonderful kristen drove us to Chinatown but left because of the chaotic traffic and no parking lot.
So he told us to enjoy ourself and left :( felt guilty*
i must say the steamboat is really quite delicious ! super spicy soup base !
because it made me tear when i took the first mouth, but soon adapted to it.
after our super spicy steamboat, headed down to cineleisure for a movie.
that ass Vincent as usual left because of *special reasons, watched "The Mist"
wow ! i must say the movie is great ! good CGI and good storyline, but the ending twist was kinda sad. moral of the story ? do the right thing at the right moment.
ended up taking cab back because of late hours, the cab fare sure cost a bomb nowadays !
Sat:
Shopping Day ! headed down to bugis to meet Wee soo and Xiang liang.
Didn't really got anything from there because of the crowd that were there, and the Converse Street Basketball sure stop alot of onlookers.
Since bugis wasn't the ideal place, we took cab down to fareast plaza.
Most of the shopping was done by our shopping 'Queen' Xiang ling, hahas. As for us couldn't really find anything there. but sure saw lots of friends over at town !
Then came Guo Ce (tekong friend), called him down to shop together. soon after my lao po (wee soo) complain that she's feeling dizzy so hailed a taxi and send her home. Glad that she's feeling fine now after taking doctors medicine.
As for Xiang Ling, went to find Yuan Sheng at Gucci Taka. Didn't wanted to disturb the couple, so Guo Ce and i went to Cineleisure to have our dinner. Had "Chicago Famous Flaming Steak" at Chicago steak house, the flame almost burn my eyebrows off :X LOL.. as for the flame it was just for show.
finally ! some clothes i bought ! yes yes NUM (New Urban Male) again, just love their imported tees *blame me. got 3 tees from there and a Red Polo tee from Levis !
after hours of shopping my legs are finally GG !(good game)
REST !
I like this Print ! :D
Sun:
Woke up real late, though i didn't sleep late ytd.
some decent rest i have got before facing work on Monday, all the hectic-ness !
Did nothing much during the noon, just as usual surfing the net chatting and stuffs.
Felt bored and went to the cafe near my house for some bites since Melissa and Elizabeth were there studying :D
had sandwich and chocolate shake ! disturbed that smelly Bird and the lame creature showed me her "Do Not Disturb" that she wrote on a piece of tissue.
Suddenly dad called and ask, "Hey wanna have Jap food for dinner?"
hell yeah! :X
so he drove us to thiong bahru, such a 'wulu' place to be in.
hahas.
don't really rmb the name of that restaurant, but the food sure looked good and taste good!
photos !
My Silly Daddy
PS. My new Spec :D i love it ! though it costed a bomb ! HEART PAIN (*$460) Braun Buffel
Friday, January 25, 2008
Reminisce
"O" level result was out yesterday, I'm sure many cheered, laughed, shouted and scream.
Whether it's tears of joy or sorrow, the verdict is out.
although mine was ages ago !
Even just watching them get their results wasn’t fun. You anticipated, you wondered, you edged around the crowd nervously avoiding eye contact with those who had already seen the verdict and were crying their way to the gallows. You comforted, joked, and smiled at those who could have done better, cheered, hi-fived and screamed together with those who did a good job; when inside you something was cowering in fear and running away with its tail between its legs and its ears drooping with doubt.
i hope all those who are lost now, will find their path they choose to walk.
Whether it's tears of joy or sorrow, the verdict is out.
although mine was ages ago !
Even just watching them get their results wasn’t fun. You anticipated, you wondered, you edged around the crowd nervously avoiding eye contact with those who had already seen the verdict and were crying their way to the gallows. You comforted, joked, and smiled at those who could have done better, cheered, hi-fived and screamed together with those who did a good job; when inside you something was cowering in fear and running away with its tail between its legs and its ears drooping with doubt.
i hope all those who are lost now, will find their path they choose to walk.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Nostalgic
Nostalgic it is, this post is dedicated to Vincent leong guo wei.
hmmm let me recall how i got to know him....
It's was the first day of a new start for me at MDIS,
Zi yang and i went in without knowing anyone.
We were very excited about who we gonna meet at that moment, entered the class slowly and quietly not wanting to make an entrance which would make us the main focus, we sat down somewhere at the back of the rows and started to to look around.
And the first person that appeared friendly enough to approach was him, Vincent leong gou wei.
I never thought he would enter my life and share my emotions. With him around everything was much more enjoyable.
since then we became great pals, to me he was like a good friend, an advisor and a brother.
he's been there when i needed support, during my break up , quarrels and relationship problems.
We were so close then, but now all this is had become is but nothing.
Nothing but a broken friendship.
Now from him i can only feel that unfamiliar stranger aura, i can't share my emotions with him anymore i just can't.
what he has given me is nothing but disappointments and more disappointments, to an extent which i can no longer tolerate so i began to withdraw myself from him.
Ever since then my life went back to normal, life without my once "best buddy" has been more normal then ever.
Bad news spread fast!
people around me asked "why not give him a chance? maybe he's just busy with stuff?"
despite hearing all those, none succeed and all words falls deaf to me, my heart was just too numb to even react.
Thinking back, days when we were studying, the chalets nights, the shopping/movie/karaoke sessions, we even extent our trips oversea to Genting and not leaving out all those late nights "men talks" over at each other house.
Makes me feel sympathetic, if you asked me "why not amend this friendship ?"
My reply to you will be "i wish to, but is that possible ? will our friendship grow back the same ?"
all those doubts and question marks held me back.
I'm happy with what i have now :) just afraid that having him back will bring back the unwanted "disappointments"
Am i too "selfish" ? or am i just "afraid" to make the first move
But no matter what lies in the future, YOU have already left your foot prints ! old buddy just hope you are doing fine :)
take care k !
hmmm let me recall how i got to know him....
It's was the first day of a new start for me at MDIS,
Zi yang and i went in without knowing anyone.
We were very excited about who we gonna meet at that moment, entered the class slowly and quietly not wanting to make an entrance which would make us the main focus, we sat down somewhere at the back of the rows and started to to look around.
And the first person that appeared friendly enough to approach was him, Vincent leong gou wei.
I never thought he would enter my life and share my emotions. With him around everything was much more enjoyable.
since then we became great pals, to me he was like a good friend, an advisor and a brother.
he's been there when i needed support, during my break up , quarrels and relationship problems.
We were so close then, but now all this is had become is but nothing.
Nothing but a broken friendship.
Now from him i can only feel that unfamiliar stranger aura, i can't share my emotions with him anymore i just can't.
what he has given me is nothing but disappointments and more disappointments, to an extent which i can no longer tolerate so i began to withdraw myself from him.
Ever since then my life went back to normal, life without my once "best buddy" has been more normal then ever.
Bad news spread fast!
people around me asked "why not give him a chance? maybe he's just busy with stuff?"
despite hearing all those, none succeed and all words falls deaf to me, my heart was just too numb to even react.
Thinking back, days when we were studying, the chalets nights, the shopping/movie/karaoke sessions, we even extent our trips oversea to Genting and not leaving out all those late nights "men talks" over at each other house.
Makes me feel sympathetic, if you asked me "why not amend this friendship ?"
My reply to you will be "i wish to, but is that possible ? will our friendship grow back the same ?"
all those doubts and question marks held me back.
I'm happy with what i have now :) just afraid that having him back will bring back the unwanted "disappointments"
Am i too "selfish" ? or am i just "afraid" to make the first move
But no matter what lies in the future, YOU have already left your foot prints ! old buddy just hope you are doing fine :)
take care k !
Our "gay" outing
Vincent's Big Day ! :D
Sunday, January 20, 2008
CloverField
it's weekend again !
life out of camp ! is wonderful..
life in camp feels like a caged bird(*not yasu) ha ha!
everything around thing you touch or do, speak or talk to, needs to be extra cautious.
All for the whining part :D
went out with Angela and Vincent today, still as alien and random as before.
outings with Angela has never failed to make me laugh so much. all those weird stuff she do and random actions really tickles your laughing button.
it's been awhile since we last went out, looks like someone have grown "bigger" hahaa..
apologies for the attention focus on somewhere :X that has become my bad habit ever since i entered
army..
hahaa ! alright watched "CloverField" well if you ask me, was it nice? you bet the storyline was great.
too bad it got 1.5 stars/5 stars. for it's lousy handy cam shots. not gonna say much,
you have to catch it to believe it :D no spoilers for movie junkies!
oh.. ya and really want to thanks my upper-study "ALIF" he helped me took a weekend duty!
how nice of him, when he's already in his ORD mood for he will ORD in another 2 months time.
that's all peeps~
Ice Skating when will i have my feet on ! anyone willing to ask me out for that ? haha !
short entry ~
take care~
life out of camp ! is wonderful..
life in camp feels like a caged bird(*not yasu) ha ha!
everything around thing you touch or do, speak or talk to, needs to be extra cautious.
All for the whining part :D
went out with Angela and Vincent today, still as alien and random as before.
outings with Angela has never failed to make me laugh so much. all those weird stuff she do and random actions really tickles your laughing button.
it's been awhile since we last went out, looks like someone have grown "bigger" hahaa..
apologies for the attention focus on somewhere :X that has become my bad habit ever since i entered
army..
hahaa ! alright watched "CloverField" well if you ask me, was it nice? you bet the storyline was great.
too bad it got 1.5 stars/5 stars. for it's lousy handy cam shots. not gonna say much,
you have to catch it to believe it :D no spoilers for movie junkies!
oh.. ya and really want to thanks my upper-study "ALIF" he helped me took a weekend duty!
how nice of him, when he's already in his ORD mood for he will ORD in another 2 months time.
that's all peeps~
Ice Skating when will i have my feet on ! anyone willing to ask me out for that ? haha !
short entry ~
take care~
Friday, January 18, 2008
New BFF
Looks like i got myself a new BFF* ( best friend forever)
reasons why ?
How great ! been feeling this out casted/drifting away from the world kinda feeling like how my other NS friends are currently having.
meet ups decreasing, lesser topics to chat about, more personal time and that "where is the real the Terrence gone to" feeling
gosh.. i have lost myself, my mood and my life due to NS
maybe i probably should stop whining. If not i will be feeling that sucky feelings again !
i don't want to !
Have rejected new friends outing. (which i won't in the past)
Close friends too busy with own stuff. (which i cannot complain)
Ex Old buddy*Vincent. (still as heck care as before, ordering people around) as usual giving last minute excuses, when he asked for the meet up and we were already out.
All of this is draining the life source out of me. please end this torment !
reasons why ?
- It's always there when needed
- I can write my all complains on
- Best of all even if i neglect it for long, it's never abandon me:D
How great ! been feeling this out casted/drifting away from the world kinda feeling like how my other NS friends are currently having.
meet ups decreasing, lesser topics to chat about, more personal time and that "where is the real the Terrence gone to" feeling
gosh.. i have lost myself, my mood and my life due to NS
maybe i probably should stop whining. If not i will be feeling that sucky feelings again !
i don't want to !
Have rejected new friends outing. (which i won't in the past)
Close friends too busy with own stuff. (which i cannot complain)
Ex Old buddy*Vincent. (still as heck care as before, ordering people around) as usual giving last minute excuses, when he asked for the meet up and we were already out.
All of this is draining the life source out of me. please end this torment !
Thursday, January 17, 2008
life is all about...
Hey I'm back to blogging finally !
have been doing some serious soul searching..
studying how things goes, change , come and leave..
and i got this one conclusion, we live for ourself and love ones. But sometimes we just have to focus on ourself.
It's not because we are being selfish, but being alone and focusing on things you want to do makes you feel satisfied and train you to be stronger when your love ones ain't there for you. It's also a way of learning to be independent, which that independence is what you need for the greater good.
Because as you grow older you will realize that, everyone around us starts to have their own things to do, different jobs , goals and life.
that's why we have to be independent.
people who are born during late 80s onwards are not really educated to become very independent person.
we tend to always have people to relay on, but when that somebody is not that we become very fragile ?
do you agree on that ?
though it might be a one-sided opinion.
NS life currently still coping up. Office politics have settled down, because of some agreement.
All we want to have is a lively working environment right ?
bottom line is..
I'm finally back with a clearer mind :D
ready to take on the world as what it is and the changes that's coming.
smelly YASU don't say i didn't update !
P.S: Melissa, Wee soo, Pui tung, Angela and *Vincent
thanks for being there for me when i needed you guys :)
have been doing some serious soul searching..
studying how things goes, change , come and leave..
and i got this one conclusion, we live for ourself and love ones. But sometimes we just have to focus on ourself.
It's not because we are being selfish, but being alone and focusing on things you want to do makes you feel satisfied and train you to be stronger when your love ones ain't there for you. It's also a way of learning to be independent, which that independence is what you need for the greater good.
Because as you grow older you will realize that, everyone around us starts to have their own things to do, different jobs , goals and life.
that's why we have to be independent.
people who are born during late 80s onwards are not really educated to become very independent person.
we tend to always have people to relay on, but when that somebody is not that we become very fragile ?
do you agree on that ?
though it might be a one-sided opinion.
NS life currently still coping up. Office politics have settled down, because of some agreement.
All we want to have is a lively working environment right ?
bottom line is..
I'm finally back with a clearer mind :D
ready to take on the world as what it is and the changes that's coming.
smelly YASU don't say i didn't update !
P.S: Melissa, Wee soo, Pui tung, Angela and *Vincent
thanks for being there for me when i needed you guys :)
Thursday, January 10, 2008
jogging day !
went for a jog, from khatib to sembawang and back.. rested at wee soo house cause she "INVITED" me unlike that nasty li hwa :X hahaha
anyway dun think she will be reading this.. so can complain..
that's all ! weekend shall start my blogging life again ^^
anyway dun think she will be reading this.. so can complain..
that's all ! weekend shall start my blogging life again ^^
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Emo
be to the same spot, can't believe I'm blogging here again just because I'm down..
life been up and down.. but now it's down then on top..
sucks la suck la suck la !
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... ! i can't BREATHE !
GOD give me some energy I'm afraid that i might lose myself..
i just need a break from life.. just a minute ?
it will be great to breathe a fresher air..
air without stress !
blame is on my EGO and pride.. which i held too high..
BLAME it on me for I'm being to sensitive..
mood for today = Down down down just like this picture grey and rainy !
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