reasons why ?
- It's always there when needed
- I can write my all complains on
- Best of all even if i neglect it for long, it's never abandon me:D
How great ! been feeling this out casted/drifting away from the world kinda feeling like how my other NS friends are currently having.
meet ups decreasing, lesser topics to chat about, more personal time and that "where is the real the Terrence gone to" feeling
gosh.. i have lost myself, my mood and my life due to NS
maybe i probably should stop whining. If not i will be feeling that sucky feelings again !
i don't want to !
Have rejected new friends outing. (which i won't in the past)
Close friends too busy with own stuff. (which i cannot complain)
Ex Old buddy*Vincent. (still as heck care as before, ordering people around) as usual giving last minute excuses, when he asked for the meet up and we were already out.
All of this is draining the life source out of me. please end this torment !
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