Life Isn't a Bed of Roses

Dear invisible,

Life isn't a bed of roses, this sentence have long been experienced, and proven over time that yes indeed it is not. We all know this very well, life doesn't always goes your way even without saying but what we choose to select is up to us.

The fact that life isn't always smooth already add up to our burden/additional stress level, yet I'm consistently being reminded that it isn't, when i already have this concept imprint in my mind.

Isn't friends and family here to make your life a little smoother ?

Serving you as that utopia you always wished for ?

Bringing you closer to your "bed of rose" that you know which is impossible to have ?

BUT NO ! i was smacked right in the face with those words " LIFE ISN'T A BED OF ROSES, TERRENCE LIM DO YOU UNDERSTAND ?"

Putting our friendship on the line for much meaningless risk ?*personal opinion.

Seriously am i such a naive person you known since the start ?

despite the fact that i very much wanted to secure this special bond we shared , and the effort to always cajole you guys for an outing but with such ease rejection i was given ?

Disappointment developed into a form of numbness finally to a form of silence, not one moment have i not prayed/wished for the situation to grow better.

what i have wrote here is my heart felt words. *have already wrote you a letter but yet have the courage to sent, please understand how i feel and not what you presume.

Lastly I still cherish our friendship and doesn't wish it to end just because of this, do understand my best interests is not in finding faults but amending them.

With all my loves,

terrence lim

Recently, my dad have been getting more and more unreasonable. The fact that we are not having enough time together already make us lost that strong special bond we once had.

Not saying that we don't love you no more , just that you are making our life difficult.

I know you are working hard to support the family and have always been proud of you :) *not facing any finical crisis or anything*

But your recently actions and stuff you said, really makes our family members feel down and moody not just temporally effects but it really impacted us as a whole.

I know work is stressed for you, and that i have been helping out quite a lot lately too.

But you can't just say those irresponsible stuff you said to us, no matter what we are still a family !

communications is important, what ever you are facing in difficulty do let us know ! For we will be together through Thick and Thin !

lastly daddy we love you :)

hope that you will be back to that Super Dad i always told my friends about.

This is quite an all-in-one post isn't it ?

hahaha, i hope that you are not getting bored k ?

some minor updates

Recently have been catching up with my tekong buddies quite a lot, those tekong days ! how nostalgic !

Have watch "Iron man (★★★★*)" , "Harold and Kumar(★★★*)" and "Doomsday(★*)" over the last week.

stay tune :)